Those memories are never ever coming back
Monday, May 14, 2007

lots of things happen..
yst around 12 plus..i went out..to have a car ride..
wit weixiang..haha..
cox i got nothing better to do..

todae hang out wit justin...soo long nv see dat study friend of mine
haha..
watch movie
200 pounds..somthing
cox we had no idea wad to watch
so watch dat..
bt it turns out quite nice..
and touching actually
awww!..

okie..i m here to vent my fucking anger again!!!
damn angry can!!

on the 11 may
he sms me this
: hey baby how you doing? sorry i can't come out anymore lol.i don't have much cash with me and my bank card is with my mother.lol.

i reply him
:u sms wrong ppl

he replied
:oops.sorrie.lol (i knew he sms other ppl..pls la who cares abt u!!)

den i nv reply..
den he reply me
:lol.i don't wan act liao la? tht was just a fake msg to see how u felt abt me now yeah

den i reply
:wadever!..don lie..aniwae it does not bothers me..so wadever

den he reply
:okie lor.means u can get over me liao rite?haiya.i m just in bad luck la?yeah.sorry for disturbing u again..really sorrie (wad!..trying to act innocent again..come on la..!..fuck u bastard!)

den i reply him
:yea i can!..and good luck to all your nonsense..bye forever

wad e fuck!..stop acting like u wanna test me..just admitt if u sent wrong ppl la..
wadever!..u tink u can affect my mood!..no wae..u are just a stranger..i don even know who e fuck u r..why u would affect my mood..come on la!

den todae evan(yewting) ring me..and tell me abt keeble told her dat nick tell her dat i tell nick dat yew ting like someone from her poly
wad e fuck!..
u damn asshole..u trying to break their relationship
come on la..u tink u r clever..
tell u bastard..we are more clever..we knew u would do dat..and we are prepared for it k!..
so u r e fool now!!..
u like to fool ppl rite!!..now look into e mirror and laugh at yourself..
cox u are e no. 1 fool now!!.
fuck u ..congrats u realli pissed me off this time
i don care if u hurt me in e past..bt u try to hurt me friend..
u shuld know..dey are more impt den myself..
so fuck u!!
u r reali a totally low class bastard and a kid!..with your fucking childish mindset u god!..mother fucker!

den i called him and SCOLDED him..and he still fucking deny
wah he reali tink dat we are a kid or wad..
pls la...we know truth..
den he scolded me in e phone saeing..stop all your bullshit!..wad e fuck!!..who e hell are u to sae dat!!..

den i sms him..cox i don wan waste my phone bill in calling him..
so i sms him
:u fucking asshole!..u can lie to e whole world u don ever try to lie to me..i m not a three year old kid like u!..your friends sae u sae u still wanna deny...wad e fuck..u try to break dem up rite!..it gonna be a no way!..damn u..u are e one who make ppl hate u even fucking more!..don go disturb ppl..u are still a kid take care of yourself first.

den he reply
:i know myself okay?just fuck off okay?i know i never tell him anything
(wah okay still question mark!..dumb la..u yourself suspect yourself too!..haha!)

den i reply him
:ya..u knw yourself ..my ass...i feel sad for u..u are always in your lying world..and can nv get out of it...cox u will use another lie to cover up your old lies...so u trying to sae your friends lied?...sure i will fuck off from your world after u fucking fuck off from their world

den he replied:
trust me this time that i nv tell him okay? but when u like accuse me that when i din den its painful k.(wad e hell!..don try to use this trick..i m not into it!)

den i replied him
:yea rite..painful..u go spoil others relationship not painful...u think this world will stop for u...pls la..stop all your fucking lies now!..

den he replied
:cox wad u are thinking is not true k?.if u don believe me then u shuld just stop toking to me..

den i replied
:im not talking!...i fucking scolding u!..u stop all your bullshit rite now..don worri i will not hate u ...cox u are just a fucking stranger!

den he replied
:keeble told me dat he was just playing wit her la..lol.can u pls don anihow tink..i don disturb others relationship k? (pls la..still have e cheeck to lol!..bloody fucker!)

den i replied
:fuck la..i know all e truth..u no nid say so much..fuck off!

den he replied
:wads wrong wit u.don believe go ask him yourself k? (always dare to act so confident..pls la..e whole fucking world knows u r lying..isn't it better for ya to stop denying!...)

den i replied
:i ask him already la ass...of cox i ask him den scold u rite..don find ani fucking trouble for ani of them...just stay in your fucking own world wit your studies!

den he replied
:yeah.and u fuck out of my life k?.i don nid someone like u ..(this sentence went through my heart...it hurts damn lot..bt i won let u affect me animore..cox i don wan a bastard to affect my mood!..)

den i replied
:fuck u la!..who nie u!..i don nie a liar in my life too!..i m fucking talking abt dem and not abt us...u are not e onli guy left...u can just fuck off! (i was damn hurt by his word..and wadever!..aniwae..he gonna be fucking off my world!...)

dats all

can u believe his friendster shoutout is i m not a bad guy bt in a bad luck!!
hahahaha!...ya rite!!..pls la..u go ask around..your friends..my friends...who likes u!!..
i once blinded..nv gonna be!!..
so u r out!!!

fucking ass!..

10:26 AM don't ever come back to me.

+that's me.

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Belinda
Aka BADEN.
Pisces
08.03.1990
<3 Jay Chou*


+tHe Ger.

I am a simple girl next door
Nothin special abt me
I am emotional
But learning hard to be carefree
Learning to be strong
I'm sometimes complicated
Love best to builtcastle and run away from reality

+wish,wish.

-*Money(job job!)
-BIKINI
-*Happy
-*Strong
-*Stay Healthy
-School Bag
-Vanilla Biscuit
-Dark Chocolate
-Angel Perfume(its no longer available)
-New Slacking Place
-More Jay Stuff
-Brother's Presentt
-Out with Ngiapy and Cherie
-*Score Well For O Level(i m disappointed)
-Go Out With My Important Person(MeiSheng)
-Take Lots Of Pic With My Dan Family(Shijie,Wulan,Alicia,Yewting)

-be wit him for long! -get into a schl
+Exits.

*Cia(xiandan)
*Evangeline(pi dan)
*Shijie LG(sha dan
*TheBest
+ShiNing
^Azura
^Hakim
^Huiling
^Insyirah
West Spring

+ saliva(voice out) .




+The moments.
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{words.

"My Childhood Reminicse."
"Memories play like a film without a sound."

If you marry me,
Would you bury me?
Would you carry me to the end?
So say goodbye to the vows you take
And say goodbye to the life you make
And say goodbye to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank.


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